Live every day to its fullest ...

1) 3 years with my sweet boyfriend!!! :-D

2) day off from work!!! :-D

3) planning of the day: going out for breakfast, going around in town and visit some shops, going to watch zootropia, going to drink a delicious tea, going out for dinner :-) and we're with the bus so we don't have to cycle through the rain... :-)

So... I had every reason to be scared...
Gosh, at times like these, I hate being right.
:'(



Verdict of the scan and the doctor:
A partially ripped tendon in my shoulder. Though actually I'm still way to young to have that kind of injury. Now that statement helps alot... *sweatdrop*

So that means:
An operation. Whenever I have time for it or feel like it. o.O
A revalidation that will take at least half a year (and I will not be allowed to move that arm - not move that arm - for the first 6 weeks - 6 weeks! :-O - after the operation)
And... No more volley. Ever. :'( Probably no more volley - ever. But I'm being really pessimistic right now, so... :-(



I know this might seem a silly and stupid reason to be so upset, because, after all, after the operation, my shoulder shoud be pain-free again and I should be able to do most things again...
B-but... Volley means so f***ing much to me.. :-( I don't want to give that up. I don't want to have to stop... :-(

And then I'm not even sure what about jujitsu. Doctor didn't know if I could still do that after the operation. He thinks I probably will be able to still fight, but... He's not sure. And that is one things I sure as hell don't want to give up.

So yeah, little bit crushed here... :'(

Bluh...
I don't know what to buy for my boyfriend's birthday next week. :-(
Anyone has an idea? -_-

This is a Lint Roller post stolen from SWL at rainbowfic .

So, I post 20 characters behind a cut. You look at them and ask them to tell you a secret. I in turn will then write a story about that secret, using your question as a prompt. It doesn't matter if you know the character or not, just ask them to tell you a secret. :-) 

Each character can only be chosen once. If you accidentally pick someone who's already taken, I will tell you and you can choose again.


( My characters )

Dancing in circles
Around each other for years
Never close enough

Anyone joining me? :-)