dark_kana | (no subject)

So... I had every reason to be scared...
Gosh, at times like these, I hate being right.
:'(

Verdict of the scan and the doctor:
A partially ripped tendon in my shoulder. Though actually I'm still way to young to have that kind of injury. Now that statement helps alot... *sweatdrop*

So that means:
An operation. Whenever I have time for it or feel like it. o.O
A revalidation that will take at least half a year (and I will not be allowed to move that arm - not move that arm - for the first 6 weeks - 6 weeks! :-O - after the operation)
And... No more volley. Ever. :'( ~~Probably~~ ~~no more volley - ever. But I'm being really pessimistic right now, so... :-(~~

I know this might seem a silly and stupid reason to be so upset, because, after all, after the operation, my shoulder shoud be pain-free again and I should be able to do most things again...
B-but... Volley means so f***ing much to me.. :-( I don't want to give that up. I don't want to have to stop... :-(

And then I'm not even sure what about jujitsu. Doctor didn't know if I could still do that after the operation. He thinks I probably will be able to still fight, but... He's not sure. And that is one things I sure as hell don't want to give up.

So yeah, little bit crushed here... :'(

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*so much good thoughts*

*hugs*
Thank you!

*squishes*

*clings back*

I'm so sorry, dear.

That's sucky and scary. Thinking of you. *hugs*

Oh no, I'm so sorry!! Being told that you have to give up something you love is terrible, no matter what it is. I hope that you can someday play volleyball again, but first you have to focus on getting well. *hugs*

Will you be able to get time off or assistance from your work when your arm is resting? (Which arm is it?) I'm thinking the sooner you can get the operation the better, although it probably seems like a scary thing to do.

Here, have ALL THE HUGS.

I was devasted Friday. I still am, actually... :-/
I hope so too, kinda doubt it, but I might. There's a small chance (really small, but there is a chance) that I might still play. *crosses fingers desperately but doesn't has much faith in it*

I'm getting time off from work and I'll be getting assistance at home (normally) those first 6 weeks.
It's my right shoulder. And yes, I am right-handed...

It is indeed scary. And I hated taking the decission. But yeah, the sooner the better. Too bad the earliest the appointment could be schedueled was the 6th of May... *headdesks* Still 5 more weeks... :-(

Thanks! *hugs back*

I suppose you'll just have to wait and see... :~/

I'm glad to hear you'll be getting help! I've had tendinitis in my arms and even that was super frustrating when I had to do things on my own. You're gonna get really good at typing with your left hand though! :~D

Let's hope you're not in too much pain until then! I'm sure we'll all be sending you good wishes when the time comes.

Yeah, we'll have to wait and see. But if I don't hope too much, it's not gonna be such a disappointment if it turns out I can't anymore...

Oh yes, my left hand is gonna be really good at typing. :p

Thanks! *hugs*

True, it's better to be pleasantly surprised than disappointed.